Eeep I have been invited to go horse riding at the weekend, I really want to go but am a little nervous about as I have not been on a horse since I was a child. I don’t know if I should go or not, I am worried I will make myself look silly by acting like a big baby. I hope that if I do go they have equestrian apparel I can borrow/rent because I don’t own any thing that I probably need. Hmm.
I have happy memories of the old steel buildings at school, there used to be a few classrooms that were in them as well as the gym where I spent an awful lot of my time as a teenager practising netball and gymnastics. I used to absolutely love sports but then stopped playing when I got to about 15 and would rather spend my time doing much more important things like hanging out with friends and sleeping hehe
I think that I want to have children. This is big news because I always thought that I didn’t want them, or at least wasn’t bothered. But now I think I really rather want to make birth announcements to my loved ones! Don’t get me wrong I am still not in any rush or planning to get pregnant any time soon, but I think that in maybe a few years time we will start trying for a baby 
A few nights ago I did something silly, I opened a cupboard door on my face and almost made myself pass out. The funny thing is it’s not the first time I have been attacked by furniture — I am such a clumsy person honestly.
I woke up the following day with a right shiner on my left eye, though it’s gone away pretty quickly it was still annoying and embarrassing.
I’ve always been pretty against diet pills, the ones that claim to be miracle cures at least. But I am tempted by a new one on the UK market called Alli — it doesn’t claim that you’ll drop 20lbs within a week with no effort like a lot of them do, it just increases what you are losing any way. It says for every 2lbs you lose on your own you’ll lose another 1lb using Alli. If I had been taking it since I started trying to lose weight instead of having lost 5 stone I would have lost 7 and a half stone and been at my goal weight by now!
I am so glad that at 29 I no longer have a need for all the acne treatments I needed as a teen, oh boy was I a spotty teen! I can’t believe that 15 years later they still have not come up with something to just stop spots appearing in the first place — they are such a bloody hassle and can cause serious trauma for teens.
Maybe in another 15 years time they will have done
If I ever win the lottery, one of the many things I would want to do is buy a Ferrari for my fiance — it’s his dream car and I have to admit that I would not complain at being driven around in one by him 
I am sure he’d want to buy loads of Ferrari parts as well to soup it up and make it stand out!
I was just searching around trying to find the best eye cream for my mum. She has really sensitive eyes so has to be careful what she uses around that area — she’s spent a small fortune on all these lotions and potions over the years and most of them end up getting handed off to me so I don’t mind doing the searching for her I’ve been using anti aging creams since I was about 15 so I am hoping that will serve me well in later life haha.
So further to my last post, I have been looking at information about programming jobs. I love programming, it’s something I have been doing for fun for many years now but the reason I am not as confident as my fiance is because I have to formal training — so I wouldn’t be able to jump straight into a job like he can. I’d need to get some qualifications first and that is of course expensive and time consuming.
I will do it though, it will be worth it in the long run
So, my fiance and I have both decided it’s time to get new jobs. We have both been in the same jobs since before we left school — I guess because it’s easy and we both enjoy them. But it’s time to move on to bigger and better things. He’s been looking at information on jobs in finance and so far likes what he sees. He thinks that he will be able to have his pick of the jobs and quickly advance up the ladder. Good for him, wish I was as confident as my potential move!
